The time has come, it's now 2020 and I moved to the Oklahoma City area to start graduate school. I am equally excited and nervous about starting life in a new city. I've already done it 2 times in the past decade, however, so I am not sure why I am so nervous.
I moved to Arkansas for college for the sole purpose of starting over fresh and not knowing the soul. For some reason, it felt more exciting. Maybe because at the time I was a young, eager 18 year old about to embark on this "college experience" in a small college town. I still have the same feelings of uncertainties and worries of living in a new city. However, I am lucky that the area I live in is rather metropolitan instead of rural.
The nerves are probably stemming from the fact that I am moved here and will be living here for the next two years for graduate school--a thought that still scares me because I still have no idea what I will do after, let alone if this is the right choice. I'm also scared because I am afraid that I'll be lonely. For me, it feels like as I've gotten older it's harder to make friends casually. I should probably get a hobby, or something.
However, I am glad that I am in an apartment instead of a musty, old, shoe box dorm. I am in my very own apartment--well, student apartment, but it still counts. I will have to post pictures once I get everything settled, after all I've only been here two days.
Right now, I am job hunting for a graduate assitanship and I've applied for two, and classes start today. AM I NERVOUS OR WHAT?
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